first post

Dear whoever,

I don’t know how to write this properly, except to start with saying a few things. It’s getting cold. The morning is dark now, which happens every year of course but still continues to surprise me, like some part of me had hoped that the previous year’s winter would be the last one.

I’ve been feeling lost and confused, sure that there’s something that I need to do differently, but not sure if that something is how I treat myself or